Re: coursework grrrr
cometojames;181859 said:
lol i fortunatly live in aa nice part of england, Cotswolds. I always worry about the future. I know i should live life now but anything can happen. anything. Yoiu just got to hope for the best. I have no faith, so i can never really feel as if my future will be promasing and safe.
Cotswolds is VERY nice...but dull for anyone under the age of about 50, I think - or unless you like just walking around and looking at countryside for most of the time.
I worry a lot because that's what I'm like. If I'm not worrying, I worry that I don't have anything to worry about :lol: Having said that, not knowing what's around the corner is part of life for everyone on this planet and whilst this can be scary it's also enabling because, as you say, anything can happen and there is no guarantee tomorrow will even arrive - therefore you can either adopt the attitude that nothing you do matters so why bother, or you can say ok, I've got today. What shall I do with it?
Granted, that works great in theory and not so much in practice but you get the general idea.
As for faith and the future - my future on this planet is no more secure, promising or safe than anyone else's just coz I'm in the God-Squad - just look at the life Christians in China and the third world have to cope with on a daily basis. Even the Bible promises we'll have trials in this life and will suffer.
There's just as much chance to be sick, depressed, alone, stressed etc as anyone else in this world - there is nothing certain in this world other than death and suffering, if you want to be really pessimistic about things, but the uncertainty means you have lots of opportunities to change your perspective about stuff even if you can't alter the physical effects of your current reality. The faith element is knowing that despite the crap we go through, there is a point to it all (although I'm still waiting for answers concerning certain things!) and it won't last forever...
Zingo;181866 said:
If Im lucky I can make a living as a webdeveloper, which would be awesome but that is kind of unsafe...
If you can get contracted there is more of a safety net I suppose - or if you wanted to go it alone, get a portfolio together and try to nab an investor perhaps? If it's what you really want to do then you should do it