Devalion
Glittering Generality.
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Engineered Desirability
Engineered Desirability
Darkness gave me form
Anger shaped me,
Perfectly fitted to the norm.
I am engineered desirability.
All that I was,
I am not.
All of this was because
I was unhappy with my lot.
I have changed
I have grown
In this darkness of my own.
Molded myself to what I need
Finding this the best way
Of catching myself up to speed.
Everyone else is far ahead,
I have much work to do
People to meet, books to be read.
There is no more room for fear.
No, not now,
When my goal is so near.
Patiently I wait,
Creating everything I see
Ascending to the state
Of engineered desirability.
Darkness on the inside,
Light without,
Neutrality beside,
Embodiment of all, throughout.
Whatever I used to be
With much care taken,
Has been changed, inside of me.
I can see by your eyes
That you believe
All that I am are lies.
You don’t know what I’ve done
To get this far,
I have stepped from hell into heaven.
What has become of me
Is only what
Anyone should ever see.
Learned from tragedy,
Experienced denial,
Engineered desirability,
This change is final.
Darkness gave me form
Anger shaped me,
Perfectly fitted to the norm.
I am engineered desirability.
All that I was,
I am not.
All of this was because
I was unhappy with my lot.
I have changed
I have grown
In this darkness of my own.
Molded myself to what I need
Finding this the best way
Of catching myself up to speed.
Everyone else is far ahead,
I have much work to do
People to meet, books to be read.
There is no more room for fear.
No, not now,
When my goal is so near.
Patiently I wait,
Creating everything I see
Ascending to the state
Of engineered desirability.
Darkness on the inside,
Light without,
Neutrality beside,
Embodiment of all, throughout.
Whatever I used to be
With much care taken,
Has been changed, inside of me.
I can see by your eyes
That you believe
All that I am are lies.
You don’t know what I’ve done
To get this far,
I have stepped from hell into heaven.
What has become of me
Is only what
Anyone should ever see.
Learned from tragedy,
Experienced denial,
Engineered desirability,
This change is final.