Cobalt Gamer
Resident miserable sod.
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Life?
This is just somthing i pulled outta my head and thought id post.
The time is 12 midnight, i'm sitting here in my empty house, reflecting on my life, the choices i made the choices i didn't, i guess you could say i never took any risks in life and now im paying for it. I'm 59 and retiring next year, ive spent the last 30 years of my life working in a stuffy office full of people i hate, i could have been so much more, i was a straight A student, i could have gone to any college or university i wanted, but i took the easy road and spent 3 years of my life doing nothing and enjoying my freedom until it was snatched quickly away from me. I don't have any family left, i used to have a girlfreind, we were deeply in love, but i didnt want to ask her to marry me and risk it, in the end she left me for not wanting to comit. I just heard the letterbox go and would you know it more bills, all i get is bills i can hardly afford to feed myself, ive been eaten rotten cheerios for the past month, i kept telling myself somethings gonna come along, somehow everythings always gonna be alright, but it never did, i guess what im trying to say is, don't waste your life not taking risks incase you might fail, failing and trying hard to have another shot is better then letting everything pass by, so take it form me an old fool dont waste your life.
Yeah i donno where this came from but i just decided to open up, so here what do you guys think?
This is just somthing i pulled outta my head and thought id post.
The time is 12 midnight, i'm sitting here in my empty house, reflecting on my life, the choices i made the choices i didn't, i guess you could say i never took any risks in life and now im paying for it. I'm 59 and retiring next year, ive spent the last 30 years of my life working in a stuffy office full of people i hate, i could have been so much more, i was a straight A student, i could have gone to any college or university i wanted, but i took the easy road and spent 3 years of my life doing nothing and enjoying my freedom until it was snatched quickly away from me. I don't have any family left, i used to have a girlfreind, we were deeply in love, but i didnt want to ask her to marry me and risk it, in the end she left me for not wanting to comit. I just heard the letterbox go and would you know it more bills, all i get is bills i can hardly afford to feed myself, ive been eaten rotten cheerios for the past month, i kept telling myself somethings gonna come along, somehow everythings always gonna be alright, but it never did, i guess what im trying to say is, don't waste your life not taking risks incase you might fail, failing and trying hard to have another shot is better then letting everything pass by, so take it form me an old fool dont waste your life.
Yeah i donno where this came from but i just decided to open up, so here what do you guys think?
