NO WAYThere's this old deserted one near where I live, creepy as f*ck. The newer one of it is just as horrible, my mum worked there once when she was younger, apparently it's worse than an old folks home.
NO WAY
i lived near an abandoned one that everyone swore was haunted. used to go explore it when we were drinking... it was half collapsed, had all the beds with straps on 'em, and the lights would flicker on and off. crazy s***, man. CRAZY
I once thought about admitting myself, I was being dramatic, I got over myself and figured it out.
From what I hear about the mental hospitals around here is they aren't half bad, like a luxury prison with more lavender candles. If I ever decided to duck myself in for whatever reason, I would not be terrified of it. None the less, I hope that you can handle your this without the help of a hospital, but don't be afraid.
I have been admitted in to mental institutions twice. Once as an in-patient (I stayed there overnight) and once as an out-patient (go there during the day). Both were actually pleasant experiences, as they're meant to be. You go to these places because there is something wrong with you mentally and most competent doctors realize that an unpleasant environment is counter productive. If you've heard stories of torture and such (this isn't the sixties, dammit) there is probably some exaggerating going on OR it's a poorly run establishment.
How do you get admitted as outpatient? Is there a procedure? Can you request that?