More than anything, I feel a sense of relief now rather than a feeling of accomplishment or sadness. Getting a high school diploma isn't really that difficult after all, and there were too many people in high school that I hated for me to be sad about leaving. I'll be sad to leave my friends behind though. I just feel relieved because I'll be off to college soon. I remember everybody counting down the days until graduation, but I was busy counting down the days until I leave for college. I realize that school will be more difficult, but I just want to be on my own. That's all I've wanted for a very long time. And hopefully in college, some women will have grown the f*ck up enough to the point where I might actually want to date some of them instead of searching for some drunk girl at a party that I'd never see again after that night (which didn't succeed very often, but I tried).