Rantomatic.
So, new rant: So there is this girl I know, and I love her (Or at least its an emotion identical to love) There are many women I know, some are more attractive, some are more compatible with me, some are even cooler than her... But my heart melts when I am around her, as in the, piece of chocolate slowly melting and deteriorating in your mouth style, when I see her hang out with guys more than me its more like my heart in a microwave, she considers me her second best friend, yet she hugs several normal friends, and I haven't been hugged in several months
I love her, she doesn't love me back, but hangs with me as a friend, not as much as she does others though... It is an emotional rollercoaster, and I almost can't take it, for example: A few months ago I asked her out for the second time in like two or so years, she said she couldn't but she loves me and wanted to be my gf but it would have to be secret from her parents, so I went on like this and then she said today that we were never like that, it was heartbreaking in a way, nothing changed but I lost my taken status... I want to be with her forever, even just as friends, she makes me strive to be better and seeing her happy is one of the few things that can make me smile constantly... I almost hate it...
The rant is over ima go be angsty nao.
So, new rant: So there is this girl I know, and I love her (Or at least its an emotion identical to love) There are many women I know, some are more attractive, some are more compatible with me, some are even cooler than her... But my heart melts when I am around her, as in the, piece of chocolate slowly melting and deteriorating in your mouth style, when I see her hang out with guys more than me its more like my heart in a microwave, she considers me her second best friend, yet she hugs several normal friends, and I haven't been hugged in several months

I love her, she doesn't love me back, but hangs with me as a friend, not as much as she does others though... It is an emotional rollercoaster, and I almost can't take it, for example: A few months ago I asked her out for the second time in like two or so years, she said she couldn't but she loves me and wanted to be my gf but it would have to be secret from her parents, so I went on like this and then she said today that we were never like that, it was heartbreaking in a way, nothing changed but I lost my taken status... I want to be with her forever, even just as friends, she makes me strive to be better and seeing her happy is one of the few things that can make me smile constantly... I almost hate it...
The rant is over ima go be angsty nao.