Re: The Eye of the Phoenix
Veros was astounded by the hero, and the thought that there were such people who existed just as Frederick Camberlon in the Hero’s Guild of Albion was beyond incredible. He had always wished to go there, to visit the famed halls of its sanctums, to see the sights of its tall, ancient buildings, though at the time his parents had little money to travel. Through all those years, this memory still stuck with him, when he first discovered what a hero truly was.
Now, observing with wide eyes in the pale northern moonlight Tom’s prize, a question posed itself in his mind. “Tom?”
“Yes?” he said, holding the glossy scale up in the moonlight to examine closer.
“Were you ever… in… I mean a part of… the Hero’s Guild?” Tom stopped investigating the scale abruptly and simply stared at Veros.
“What?” he said, a slight flabbergasted tone in his voice.
Wondering if he should continue on, Veros asked once more, “Were you ever in the Hero’s Guild, Tom?” Tom’s eyes seemed clouded over and he avoided eye contact with Veros, an almost sorrowful, regretful look marring his usually jovial expression.
“Look, Veros…” he said, raising his head barely enough to show the noticeable pain in his eyes, “It’s about time that I told you something. I’ve always thought this would come up in conversation. Perhaps I should have never brought up this scale at all… but no, it’s far past due that I revealed this to you. Come now. Follow me below deck.” Trailing behind Tom, Veros only had one thing on his mind: had he provoked past scars or worse…
Below deck, Veros and Tom sat across from eachother at a wide oak table in the galley, the only ones still awake besides Scorl manning the wheel above. Tom’s expression could have worried a Hobbe with its sorrow. Something was definitely wrong. The galley was dark at this hour, lit only by a dim lantern placed in the center of the table. Veros could feel something in the air, a great longing to break the encompassing silence, until it welled up in him for anything, absolutely anything to transpire. Then, Tom spoke, “Veros, as long as I have been on this journey, there has been something haunting my mind, though at times I choose not to show it. Seeing you now, just as I was, not three years ago, leaves me with an inescapable feeling of regret.”
“Regret for what?” Veros sounded astonished.
“Ah, for that which you have lost,” he said, “I know of your late loved one, Melissa, and of all you have gone through to face her not being with you. My friend Veros… if only I had such courage.”
“Courage?” Veros said, even more astonished, “If I have courage, then trolls may as well have wings! What do you mean by this?”
Tom sighed, “You see, the courage to carry on. I once had my dearly beloved one with me to wed within two months, when she was… taken from me as yours from you.”
“How so?” Veros asked, trying to keep his voice as level as possible.
“Let me tell you of seasons passed Veros. Of a golden summer three years ago when all was not indeed at rest, that is. During the Heroes Guild’s reclamation of Greatwood from the legions of Snarvem the Sly, I was enlisted as an instructor at the guild, with my soon-to-be wed lover Narala by my side in the guild, always aiding the kitchen-maids. Oh, sweet Narala, dear Narala, the moon and stars of my nights, the sun and the sky of my days… Beauty is at times fleeting, and cannot stand in this world of change and darkness. It is as a simple, graceful robin in the oncoming tide of a herd of bulls, fragile as the breeze atop the hills so thin. That summer day so long ago, my two fellow instructors and friends, Patrici and Mohelns, accompanied me into the forest on a mission to defend the Silorn Mill in Greatwood under siege by Snarvem. That darkened, blasphemous cretin was no better a servant of Skorm himself, though he did not value the gods or their values. He would stop at nothing to destroy all of Albion, the ones who exiled his life to be sanctioned only in the realms of midnight. His mastery of shadow magic and tainted soul had robbed the life from thousands of innocent men and women, and for this, he was banished by the laws of Albion’s Guild of Heroes.
But lo, he returned through his own shrouded will, in the wake of the guild’s golden age of might and glory, to wreak havoc and leave none alive. He had assailed Greatwood with his platoons of black-hearted warriors, destroying the farmhouses in the many corners of the wood without mercy. None survived. Patrici, Mohelns and I were to rid the last remaining structure, the Silorn Mill, of Snarvem’s tainted minions. Little did I know that my beloved Narala was worrying herself sick for my safety, though I myself knew I could prevail. She enlisted the aid of half a dozen other guild heroes, some novices and some masters, to follow her into the woods to help in defeating Snarvem’s minions. On our path to the mill, we faced much opposition from the horde of warriors, and all were defeated, and we pressed on. The mill, a blackened tall-reaching structure of timber and iron, could not stand the onslaught of the advancing enemies. By the time we arrived, its walls had been scorched and its beams had shattered. It was in ruin and we had nothing to do but escape or die inevitably against the overwhelming force. We were assaulted, a score of their troops hiding to ambush us by the road when we fled from the mill. Overwhelmed, we could do nothing but fend them off without any hope for escape. It was then that Narala and her six followers entered the scene, charging our foes with unmatched confidence. I shouted for her to stop, though she would not heed my calls and pressed on to defeat those who opposed us so. My trio rushed back into the fray to combat the foes, continually begging her to escape while we held off our enemies.
She was too headstrong, to protective. Her heart was larger than her logic, and she fought to defend me, though bloodied and battered she was. Two of her following heroes were slain in that attack. Then, she fell in a pool of blood beside my trio and I, and could not rise. I shouted and roared for the oncoming waves of soldiers, who swarmed us like flies to a carcass, to turn back and to give in. But in the midst of this, my Narala was dying, slowly and painfully. I broke into a run, bashing through the horde of dark warriors to help my love to her feet. But yet it was already too late. The endless tide of shadow descended upon her and pushed me far from her, cracking their weapons against my skull until I fell to the earth and lay on my side without the energy to move. It was then, in my last moments of consciousness, that I saw it. My dear Narala was cut down by one of the soldiers, harsh and ruthless, and it was by my weakness that I could not save her. She perished so long ago and still her grave stands on the edge of the Guild Woods, in the shade of a tall oak, peaceful and alone as I am now without her. The strife with Snarvem the Sly was ended on that very same month, but its toll for me was much worse than the loss of any property or the destruction of Greatwood. Those things may be rebuilt, but love can never rebuild itself, Veros. That same month also, I resigned from the Heroes Guild… for good. It had been on my behalf that she had died, in the face of circumstances I could not truly face with strength. If there is anything that I regret it is that I was not able to carry on, to let it stay in my heart and to allow me to never wish to wed again or continue on with my career. Though regretfully, I may never one day do so, you must not make the same mistake as I did. All the advice I have for you is to go on even in the wake of loss… for that perhaps is the only way to actually rebuild love.”
With these words, Veros was stunned. He had never truly known what lurked in Tom’s past, but he could have never guessed. Tom slowly stood up from his seat and wordlessly descended the deck stairs, leaving Veros to ponder all that he had said. Rebuild love? Was it possible that he, Veros Bantain, could once again find love? He thought back on Melissa, and if she could see him now, mourning still in his heart for her, she would grieve herself. She would grieve that he would never truly be happy without once more feeling love’s soft embrace. His mind pulsing with these thoughts, deep as the sea that surrounded them now, he brought himself to climb to the top deck to sleep under the cold, pale stars and imagine what the answer could be. What was he looking for in life, and more importantly, could he ever hope to find it?