I was just asked this, and to be honest, it made me realize how different the idea of "scary" can be from person to person. This isn't an "oh I'm scared of spiders" question. It's a serious one that really made me realize how deep things can go. But then that's probably me just over analyzing s***. To understand my answer you need to know the following about me:
I'm open about this stuff. And in an odd way, being open about it helps me deal with it. Plus some of it can be pretty funny(check out OCD) Anyway, here is a list of my officially diagnosed mental conditions, and what the fancy words mean to me.
ADHD - Can't sit still, can't concentrate, can't think straight.
Mild-Unique Paranoid Schizophrenic - Extremely hostile/violent, but only when confronted negatively. Moderately antisocial, I'm able to tolerate a small/manageable social life. Apart from that I embrace the ability to be social on forums like this because it's comfortable, stress free, and it allows me to be myself. I loop songs in my head continuously from the time I wake up until I fall asleep at night. Difficulty showing emotions, which became obvious after the death of an immediate family member that I was extremely close to a couple years back, I knew what happened, but I didn't feel anything. Which sucked because I loved that person more than anything. On a lighter note, though, I take pride in the fact that love and humor is still intact for me. Humor helps me get though soooooo much.
OCD - Getting out of bed at 2 am to make sure the truck door I compulsively slammed exactly 8 times is... shut. Then there's the number 2. If I don't do something twice, I feel like I haven't done it. My fiancee likes to take advantage of that :wub:
Now that you guys understand all that about me (and I hope I didn't freak anybody out), you'll understand my answer to the original question I was asked: "What scares you most?"
What scares me most is that, somehow, a couple meds in the morning, and one in the evening can take everything I just told you, and make it almost non-existent. The simplicity is almost terrifying to me for some reason.
I'm interested to hear what you guys might have to say on the subject, it turned into a real thinker for me.
I'm open about this stuff. And in an odd way, being open about it helps me deal with it. Plus some of it can be pretty funny(check out OCD) Anyway, here is a list of my officially diagnosed mental conditions, and what the fancy words mean to me.
ADHD - Can't sit still, can't concentrate, can't think straight.
Mild-Unique Paranoid Schizophrenic - Extremely hostile/violent, but only when confronted negatively. Moderately antisocial, I'm able to tolerate a small/manageable social life. Apart from that I embrace the ability to be social on forums like this because it's comfortable, stress free, and it allows me to be myself. I loop songs in my head continuously from the time I wake up until I fall asleep at night. Difficulty showing emotions, which became obvious after the death of an immediate family member that I was extremely close to a couple years back, I knew what happened, but I didn't feel anything. Which sucked because I loved that person more than anything. On a lighter note, though, I take pride in the fact that love and humor is still intact for me. Humor helps me get though soooooo much.
OCD - Getting out of bed at 2 am to make sure the truck door I compulsively slammed exactly 8 times is... shut. Then there's the number 2. If I don't do something twice, I feel like I haven't done it. My fiancee likes to take advantage of that :wub:
Now that you guys understand all that about me (and I hope I didn't freak anybody out), you'll understand my answer to the original question I was asked: "What scares you most?"
What scares me most is that, somehow, a couple meds in the morning, and one in the evening can take everything I just told you, and make it almost non-existent. The simplicity is almost terrifying to me for some reason.
I'm interested to hear what you guys might have to say on the subject, it turned into a real thinker for me.