Someone please tear down my wall.

[Tsuyu]

Someone please tear down my wall.

After watching Pink Floyd's The Wall, I've come to a spiritual realization, of sorts. I said previously, in a joking-sort-of-way, that there "Is no love in my life, only varying degrees of tolerance." Now I've come to the realization that I was horribly correct. I've never loved anyone in my life, even my family. I tolerate them enough to live with them and when they step over the threshold I withdraw behind my wall, kicking my brother out of the room when he gets too annoying for example. Same with women; I tolerate them long enough for that night of physical 'contact', but after that I withdraw once more - behind my wall once more.

I did love a girl once, did since I first met her when we were but children. She told me she "didn't like me that way" when I gathered the courage to spill my heart some years ago. As they sing: that was just another brick in the wall. After that I started to seeing girls only for the sex. I've been wanting to talk to someone, but I don't dare do it in real life for the label of nutcase....

Someone please tear down my wall.

 

[LobotomizedLOVE]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

You're the only one who can tear down your wall.

 

[Noctus]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

You're the only one who can tear down your wall.

'Tis True. Tsuyu.

 

[Tsuyu]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

But its so hard. I don't know how, or have forgotten, how to love someone. How it is supposed to feel. I just keep hoping for someone to come and love me. Man I feel so emo. Never should've taken the acid trip that is The Wall...

 

[Trawgdor]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Don't worry, you'll find the right person eventually.

And, if you need someone to love you, my nu-

 

[Tsuyu]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

I fear she wouldn't be able to get through my wall, when the time comes. Nor would I recognize her intentions.

 

[Firis]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Until you have found your love, your wall will remain of brick: You can tear it down, but it's hard... Once you find the person that you are truly i nlvoe with, your wall will turn to toilet-paper.

 

[Zarkes]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

But its so hard. I don't know how, or have forgotten, how to love someone. How it is supposed to feel. I just keep hoping for someone to come and love me. Man I feel so emo. Never should've taken the acid trip that is The Wall...

Either you are protecting yourself with this wall or you are trying to shield yourself from the truth. If you want to love some one first you have to love yourself. Everyone hates their family but just try to understand, when they give you a hug try to understand what brought it out andwhy they are showing it to you.

Until you have found your love, your wall will remain of brick: You can tear it down, but it's hard... Once you find the person that you are truly i nlvoe with, your wall will turn to toilet-paper.

I believe your wall will be strong and powerful forever, when your true love comes it will be like a trojan horse bypassing every one of your defences and it will be overwhelming.

 

[TRA Rotid]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

:'( I feel you.

 

[Arseface]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Well, at the end of The Wall, Pink kills himself (one of the last sounds is a shotgun being fired). That's not advisable in this situation.

I think we all have our own walls - a layer of protection if you will. It's probably not wise to tear it down completely, but you have to be able to transcend it. Be able to move inside and outside of it of your own will, and not of some instinctual reaction. Sadly, I'm not sure how you can do this, but I believe you've already come some of the way towards that. Recognising and acknowledging a problem is the first step to overcoming it. We'll support you in whatever road you take from here.

 

[ScareCrowReturn]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Wow, Never thought i'd see the day when the mighty Banhammer Master opens up.

Its good that you did though.

I use to be like you, Well part of me still is.. Do you know what my cure is? I do it almost everyday..

I go outside, Yep, Theres something between me and Nature.. I cant help it, I just feel really good and I seem to be myself whenever Im out there. That is how I met the girl I am with today..

So, i'm saying with my example, You need to do the thigns you love to meet the people you will love.

Getting past that wall.. Well thats all up to you, Some may never get passed it, Some take time, some do it earlier on..

Goodluck

 

[LobotomizedLOVE]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Wow, Never thought i'd see the day when the mighty Banhammer Master opens up.

Its good that you did though.

I use to be like you, Well part of me still is.. Do you know what my cure is? I do it almost everyday..

I go outside, Yep, Theres something between me and Nature.. I cant help it, I just feel really good and I seem to be myself whenever Im out there. That is how I met the girl I am with today..

So, i'm saying with my example, You need to do the thigns you love to meet the people you will love.

Getting past that wall.. Well thats all up to you, Some may never get passed it, Some take time, some do it earlier on..

Goodluck

Your advice is always to go outside and bask in nature...
Honestly, I'd rather get my toenails done and then go bask in a hot tub while being fed grapes by hot Grecian men.
But to each his own.

 

[The Guardian Angle]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Well if you make the wall out of chocolate you can eat your way out

 

[ScareCrowReturn]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Your advice is always to go outside and bask in nature...
Honestly, I'd rather get my toenails done and then go bask in a hot tub while being fed grapes by hot Grecian men.
But to each his own.

Yeah? Did you not read what I also said?

Quote ScareCrowReturn: "So, i'm saying with my example, You need to do the things you love to meet the people you will love."

I love being in the Outdoors, You like to bask in a hot tub while being fed grapes bu a hot Grecian man.

 

[cheezMcNASTY]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

well, your "wall" could be detachement as you say. i hate to suggest it, but have you ever considered that you are depressed? i've gone through it numerous times and it sounds like the nature of the beast.

 

[Wonderfoole WINO]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Mr. Tsuyu, TEAR DOWN THIS WALL!

 

[Cain]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Well if you make the wall out of chocolate you can eat your way out

ha ha ha....

Shut up . If you don't have anything appropriate to post, then don't post anything at all.


@Tsuyu:You keep hoping for somebody to just come and love you. It seems very obvious by now that isn't going to happen so as scarecrow said, go out and do the things you love doing and you will eventually meet peple with the same interests as you. If you put in the effort, you will meet somebody.

 

[droded]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

ha ha ha....

Shut up before I kill you. If you don't have anything appropriate to post, then don't post anything at all.

Get a sense of humour - how is that comment inappropriate in the least?

He was simply trying to make light of the situation.

 

[Cain]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Get a sense of humour - how is that comment inappropriate in the least?

He was simply trying to make light of the situation.

Well its innappropriate because his post had nothing to do with the discussion, it dosen't really help Tsuyu in any way and its not even that funny. If he made the joke then posted something that actually counted as a contribution to the topic then it wouldn't be so bad. I'm sorry but I dont see whats so funny about it.

 

[Tiamatria]

Re: Someone please tear down my wall.

Don't tear down your wall for anyone else, because if you do, it won't work. You have to do it for yourself, and only yourself. Because if you truly believe and work at it, and you're not doing it because someone told you to, then your spirit and mind will truly be at ease. That's when your 'wall' is down. Then you're free to reap the rewards of said wall being gone.

You cannot just sit around and wait for things to happen. You have to make the first approach on someone. Not only will this bolster your self-confidence, but boldness can go a long way with the right people. If you want someone to love you, love them back!