My first crush was a girl named victoria haseid. I was in the first grade and had no idea what was going on. I remember swimming in a pool and moving to the spa with her (it was private county club, so kids could go in the spa). We held hands and I remember ducking under water and feeling bliss. I have not seen her since then but it was a great feeling. You can't replace that first moment of feeling love, even when it is accompanied by ignorance.